9Sunday, January 28, 2007

Hey Guyz...
I'm feelin' very wierd nowadayz.It'z lyk i don't really hopin' fer all diz to happen bt it did n im in a middle of it.All diz led me to 1 question,shuld i wait or shuld i juz walk away??

I juz donno wat am i gonna do.It'z very hard fer me cuz itz gettin' stronger by e day and if i were to jump ryt into it,will i get hurt again??hmm...

But itz very funny u know,I used to be diz hot-tempered,hard-headed kinda guy n e one i used to love left me. And when i've changed to a guy tt i am nw,controllin' my temper n bein' soo nice(that'z wat ppl told me,haha) altho dere'z tymz it came out due to lots of pressure in me,dey left me too.

It'z funny how life goes n what goes around,relli do comes comes ard,sorta lyk Karma.
Y do ppl keep leavin n hurtin' me??i donno,is dere a solution to it??
Well ppl alwayz say,til u find e ryt one,u will know bt what if dere'z no e one fer me in diz life??so what,i'm juz gonna be alone forever??
I've put effort n went an extra mile to make my last relationship werk bt i guezz an extra mile juz ain't enuff.

I guezz now all i can do is juz to see what happenz next,where diz life takes me.Puttin' hope to it ain't fer me now,if it comez,it comez cuz i don't wanna be gettin' false hope frem it again.I've suffered enuff frem all tt so i am movin' forward n if i hav to back track fer abit,i will do juz tt bt nw i'm juz gonna take it slow.Whether it's worth it or not,ain't bettin' on it juz yet.

Am i doin' e ryt thing??if itz not,u guyz cn let me know n advice me on diz,i'll listen...aite,ttz abt it fer now...thx fer readin'..

phaz out

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