9Saturday, May 12, 2007

Ryt abt now i'm startin' to regret to what i did...tho i didn't realise it at 1st bt after,it made me realise tt i've hurt a fren who i care abt. I was sooo caught up on tt nyt tt i totally forgot my fren n somehow it hurt her. I'm truly sorrie fer what i did cuz i'm nt what u think i am...I acted lyk a jerk..got to talk to u once n then i was gone doin' somethin'. Tho it was a fun nyt fer e rest,it wasnt realli fun fer me. I'm glad tt everybody enjoyed themselves. Guezz i am a choke artist bt in a different kinda way.haizz..ryt nw i'm feelin' guilty over many thgz n worst part i cant fix everything back..So to a fren whom i care abt,i'm sorrie fer what i did..I hope u njoyed ur stay here n had fun with ur fren.I'm sorie again..I knw i'm a jerk n i regret every single thg i did.

And fer her...u msged me sayin' what u've said relli hurts me alot. I mean,itz been a lie all along n e saddest part is i believe u.How blind cn i get??!!
And now cuz of tt pyscho,u wanna throw all tt we ever did,all tt we talked abt n all tt we ever wanted to happen down e drain. U're lettin' him controllin' ur life by throwin' nt juz me bt ur frenz who care abt u away juz to please him..WTF!!!Ttz nt a way to go n it'z crap...u're lucky i didnt do anythin' to tt pyscho tt nyt cuz e way he talked,irritates me. Well nw tt u've lost ur frenz n e person who cares abt u,hope u're happy with tt freak & hope u realise it fast to what u did or u may end up in e wrong train,if u know what i mean...

i dont feel well or gd abt myself nw..i hate e wayz thgz r goin' ryt nw fer me,all of it...hatin' myself even more...

Labels: life'z a bitch...

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