hate me? then PISS OFF.

HAPPY 4 MONTHZ ANNIVERSARY DEAR!!!!

Wow,itz has been 4 mthz n i wanna wish my LOVE a Happy 4mthz Anniversary. Been thru alot diz mth but we still made it thru!!!I'm happy!!!!very very happy!!!

My Love is stronger now n i'm sure tt we will hav a Much More Happy Life In Future Anniversary to come....I Love You Baby..So Much Then U can't Ever Imagine...Life'z great wif u by my syd...Diz Iz juz e startin' of a blooming relationship...There'z still more love n happiness to come!!!!This I Promise U Love!!!!
Thx fer everythin' tt u did fer me...Bein' Here Fer Me,Lovin' me,Carin' Fer me...

I'll never ever wanna leave u...

PhAzZzDeE
Lovin' u each n everyday

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My baby Still Mad At Me...
I've Been Tryin' My Best To Not Let It Happen Again,
But She Doesn't Think So & I Will Not Give Up...I Swear...
I didn't mean to hurt her at all n i've been in tears cuz of tt...
i regret every single thing i did n still hopin' she forgive me...
I wanna show her how i've change by startin' back prayin' n all all tt,
I feel lyk hittin' myself n doin' somethin' stupid bt i wont
cuz i've promise her tt i wouldn't n i will nt let her lose trust in me.
I will do everythin' tt i can to make her have faith in me again...
I'm So Am Sorie To What I did n i noe i wont do it again,i've promise myself..
I've been in tears when i'm prayin' n "doa" for her n her family...
I've been in tears when i started to think abt e incident,
i've been in tears when i lay on my bed n thinkin' tt she's nt here talkin' to me...

I hate Myself!!!i Relli Do!!!!I donno what else to do now,i'm scared,worried n depress at e same tym...
I'm in tears while writin' to diz....Bt What Can I do now den juz do what she says...
All I can say is tt i promise i wont do it again n i'm sorrie abt e incident...

PhAzZzDeE
Lovin' u each n everyday

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Wanna Wish My BabyGerl Gd Luck Fer Her Final Examz tt startz 2moro. I Believe u b!!!
U can pass diz exam with flyin' colours...It will be a walk thru e park fer u love so no worriez...

GD LUCK LOVE!!!!DON'T STRESS URSELF TOO K!!!

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Ok now i'm relli stressed out..i got lots of stuff runnin' thru my head now.
1st i got lotsa bill to pay n i didn't get my salary.

My hp bill is nearly $300,
My Courts bill is e same,
My saving's almost finish

I relli hav a huge headache cuz of it. I can't pay any of my bills diz mth.
My Hp line will be cut off by Monday if i don't pay half of it.
My comp will be seize if i dont pay.
My savings left ard i think $17.

Thatz juz e payment.Otha stuffs i'm stressed abt is my life.
I can't ask my parents fer help cuz they gt lots of they're own bills to pay.
I'm relli in a stressin' mode ryt now. No money to last me fer diz whole mth.
I can't ask my hunn fer help either.
I'm relli on my own now n i don't know what to do.
I've been stressin' abt otha stuffs bt now more comin' in.
My otha stuffs is i'm afraid i will loose my most beautiful love one.
So i'm tryin' my best to make her happy n give her e hope tt she had fer me b4.
I totally regret everythin' i did n now i've repend myself by startin' back to prayin at home n mosque.
I've been prayin' very hard n fer e 1st tym when i'm prayin' n askin' fer fergiveness n "doa" tt she is happy,
i'm in tears.
I guezz i relli want my fergiveness to be heard n regreted every single bit tt i did.
All of it came frem my heart n i felt how much pain frem it. I relli,truly am sorry so i wanna prove to her n myself
tt i wanna do everythin' ttz ryt fer me her n me. I will sacrifice lyk how she'd sacrifice fer me. I wanna make her feel
happy when she's with me cuz she's e only person tt i've ever been relli in love with. I'm afraid cuz if i loose her love,
i will regret my whole life nt treatin' her well n nt makin' her my wife in e future.

There's alot of problems bt i think i will try n manage 1 by 1,slowly...
I wanna gain her hopes back n make her very very happy!!
i wanna try n pay fer all my debts n lastly i wanna start saving money fer my future
cuz i wanna hav e biggest wedding n gives her what she wants n all e love when e tym comes.
Happiness is imptt to me so i will do anythin' juz to give tt to her.
i wanna marry her so badly cuz i'm sooo am in love with her then ever b4 now.
thatz all...

PhAzZzDeE
lovin' u each n everyday

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I've been makin' mistakes after mistakes after mistakes.I don't know y.I guezz i'm scared of loosin' someone i love so i've been lyk very cautious on what i say or do to her. But it alwayz end up wrongly. N now cuz of tt,i've hurt her mentally n physically. I'm so SORRY!!! I've been a JERK fer grippin' ur hand hard n accidentally hit ur kidney,i didn't know cuz i was juz pullin' my hand off u n it hit tt part. I'm so stupid of doin' tt n i regret what i did after tt. I relli do!! I Swear To GOD that i will nt let my temper out anymore. One tym is enuff, No More temper will come out of me anymore. I dont wanna hurt u anymore,I'm so stupid of doin' tt to u. I relli hate myself by doin' tt. Well from now on it'z gonna change. I will do whatever it takes to keep our relationship as great as ever. I will nt let anythin' get in e way of tt. I Promise!! No more of all e things tt i've made tt made u hurt. No more of tt. I wanna be a great Boyfriend to u tt u can trust n love!!! I know u dn't relli hav e kind of love u had after tt incident but i will change tt slowly. I will show u n prove it to u tt i will b a boyfriend tt u can be married to n all. I will sacrifice everythin' & anythin'!!! i will make our relationship bloom!!! I know u'd sacrifice lots n lots n lots for me,i saw it and i thank u fer tt. I love u sooo much n i dont wanna loose u!!! u r e only person tt got me goin' in life. I will prove to u how much i relli treasure our relationship & our love. I will listen to u now,whatever u say i will do it. No matter if it'z a small thing or big,i will do it. I will be e person tt u can hav as a boyfriend,a husband n a gd father to our kids. I wanna be tt guy,i relli do...Whatever it takes love,whatever it takes. I've regret alot now to what had happen so i will repend myself n be e guy tt u met n fell in love with. I promise u tt frem e bottom of my heart i'm gonna do everythin' ryt. I love u sooo damn much baby!!!

PhAzZzDeE
lovin' u each n everyday

Labels: Regret n Repend...I'm Sorie...

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