hate me? then PISS OFF.

Hey All!!! Juz gt back frem werk n meetin' my gerl. Well bought her a surprise gift earlier,juz fer fun actually cuz i heard she really lyke Barbie Dolls so juz bought it fer her.The another gift that made her smile very very wide,hahaha,a PUMA Shoe that she wanted. She's so happy n i'm very glad that she is,heheee. Well lata i'll elaborate more on that but now juz to inform u all that if u hav a MySpace Account,be sure to add The Cartelz alryt!!! The Link - http://www.myspace.com/thecartelz

thx...n u can add Lush too,e hottest dancers in Singapore Now!!!cuz my gerl is in dere,hahaha...
Link - http://www.myspace.com/lushinc

aite..thtz it..phaz out!!

PhaZzZdEe
Lovin' Each n Everyday

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Ok,2dae is e 1st day of Hari Raya where all muslims are excited,happy,forgivin' n all tt stuff.But unfortunately not for me.I'm juz feelin' e opposite of happy n excited.If u all know abt my story on last year's Hari Raya where someone broke my heart into pieces on e 1st day of diz very same occassion.I was depress n didn't have e happy n excited mood on celebratin' it.I was in a total mess n i cant even think straight.It was e day of a total wreck n i thought my life was all over...

And when i found someone now tt i'm soo in love with,it's all gonna change for e better this year.But sad to say it's not n i started to reminisce on last year's tragedy.

Yesterday night i don't really know what happen or what i said to my gerl tt upsets her soo much tt she didnt even wanna answer or pick up my call n talk to me.I didn't sleep n when i finally do,i started to dream abt bad things cuz i kept thinkin' abt it e whole night b4 i slept at ard 5+am.Whatever i did i juz wanna say tt i'm sorry fer makin' her so upset!!From e bottom of my heart i really do!!!

I'm still waitin' for her to call me cuz she cant sms me due to her phone bein' faulty.Tho i tried to call her n msged her on her msn but she didn't even reply back to me.And u know what??it's e same as last year n ttz y i was thinkin' abt worst things.Whereby talked to her ferawhile n made her upset altho i ask fer forgiveness but she didn't even wanna talk to me n i tried callin' her n msgin' her but no reply.

I don't wanna let this happen again!!!I'm sooo in love with my gerl now n care abt her n my life now is only abt her!!!I won't let history repeats itself i SWEAR i'm nt gonna let anythin' happen or i swear to myself i wont live with all e regrets of losin' someone so special to me.

Mayb i'm juz exaggeratin' but cuz of last year's incident,i think tt way.I thought i can b happy n excited goin' out with my family,visitin' my relatives juz lyk those years b4 last year.But i guess i cant unless she forgives me in what i did wrong yesterday.Well i'm prayin' fer e best n hope she calls me up n forgive me cuz i wont prepare fer e worst n i know it wont happen.

To My Baby:
I hope u forgive me hunn,give me a call if u do cuz i'm worried abt u n scared if i tried callin' u again n again,u'll be more pissed at me.I'm feelin' so down now but i'll be fine.I juz want u to b happy on dis very day with ur family n want to see u smile.I don't care whether i'm hurtin or sad,juz as long as u're smilin',i'm ok.I love u soo damn much hunn n missin' u lyk hell!!!No matter what i'll will alwayz be by ur side takin' care of u.U're my soul,my world n my life.without u,i will nt survive in diz place.Hopin' u will call me cuz i'll be waitin'(see what i mean of reminiscin' back).plsss call me...thx baby!!

pHaZzZdEe
lovin' u each n everyday

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Hey All...Anotha fun day spent wif my baby...When out,pick her up at her werk plc cuz she gt diz meetin' on somethin' n rest of e day spendin' with her.It was excitin' yet tired but it'z all good...It'z been quite sometym tt we spent e whole day 2geda due to werk n stuff.We gonna spent more tym on our trip n itz gonna be WOW!!!ahhaa..can't wait fer it!!!!Luv Ya Baby Boo!!Missin' Ya!!!MuaCkXX!!!phaz out!!

pHaZzZdEe
Lovin' each n everyday

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HAPPY 2MTHS ANNIVERSARY MY SWEETHEART!!!!

K i don hav any glitter or anythin' lyk that to make it look grand but my werds will be e only thing tt i need,TTz all..

Happy 2mths anniversary my baby!!!
So far it'z 1 hell of a ride with u but i cn manage to overcome it all.
We have our ups n down with each otha,we argue,we share tears n al tt stuff
but still we manage to surpass it. All bcoz of LOVE. I never felt so much happiness in me before n itz all bcuz of u. I love u til e end no doubt abt tt.
Hope i've been treatin' u ryt to make u smile n happy again. I gt no regrets at all
havin' u as my 1 n only. 2mths had pass n my love fer u is gettin' bigger n bigger.
I would never ever in life leave u,cheat on u n all tt crap cuz i'm nt tt kinda person to do tt when i'm so madly in love with only u.
It'z bcoz of u i sacrifice my fears,
it'z bcoz of u i did all those stupid things,
it'z bcoz of u i did what i never gt to do,
n it'z bcoz of u i fell in love again.
It'z been e happiest tym of my life bein with u. Hope i've repay u with all my love
n sincerity. I hav so much plans fer us in e future n i know tt we will b 2getha til e end of time. It sounds cheeky but who cares,madly in love with ya hunn.
So now u know how much u realli mean to me??
how much i care about u??
how much i trust u??
how much i sacrifice fer u??
It'z all in e name of L-O-V-E.
And once again i wanna wish u a Happy Anniversary n Hope This Love,Relationship will neva eva end!!!!Love You So Much Darling!!!gonna make u proud of me as ur hubby!!!

phaz out!!

PhAzZzDeE
Lovin' each n everyday

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Ok...Let's update diz blog..haha...well wat'z goin on with my life now??Excitin',Happy,Sad & Tired,all in..Let's start with Excitin...

Excitin': I'm excited cuz i juz got a full-tym job at ESPRIT n so pay-rise!!WOOHOOO!!!And i will be transferred to thier new & BIGGEST Retail Shop in Singapore at VIVOCITY,Harbourfront. I'm transferin' dere cuz dey need someone to take care of e store.No i'm nt gonna be attendin' to customers,i'm juz gonna lyk do stocks,paperwerk n all tt stuff.I'm juz e guy behind e curtain,hahahaa.The worst part is i will be incharge of e store,yes me,as a store manager!!!mana mau dapat!!haha.I guezz i'm gonna werk harder when i'm dere.It'll be open diz Saturday so if any1 of u are around dere,head down to ESPRIT aite!!hehe...

Sad: I'm sad cuz of my time restriction thing. I know itz fer my own good n all but i don't got no freedom,haizzz. I gt anotha lyk wat??13mths ++ to go til it finishes. So far i can cope with it but it upsets me cuz i cldn't spend alot of tym with my love!Yes u can say tt i've got e whole day til 10pm wat!?But i've been werkin' lyk hell n weekends my gerl got her thing lyk dance n all tt stuff so i can only spend tym with her fer e short period of tym. I don't want her to one day be lyk i never spend much tym with him n all tt. I hope she undastands my situation n be with me til it ends.haizz..

Tired: Yea,i'm very tired due to werk.I've been werkin' lyk hell n havin' overtym fer diz few weeks. I'm relli am tired but wat to do??I need to werk n i need e money fer my future use n alot of things. Savings is a must now!!.Werk is great,i lyk my job but tired is e only thing tt i hate but i must werk very hard to get what i want!!

Happy: I'm very happy now cuz i got my 1 n only gerl by me. She's been great n i love her sooo damn much.Been by my syd frem e start. I dont wanna let her go cuz i'm so in love!!!!!!. She makes my smile,cry & laugh. It'z all part of bein' in a relationship.Tho some ppl say tt diz is new so itz a honeymoon tym but after awhile it will fade. I'm now tellin' them tt it wont!!I'm gonna do e same thing n how i'm with her now til whenever. I wont let it fade away diz happiness we have n our LOVE will grow stronger by every minute. Believe That!!! I won't turn myself back to what i am e last tym. I'm gonna make diz relationship excitin' as ever. "Hunny,u know i love u sooo much n kept missin' ya everyday,i wont let my love fer u fade away n start treatin' u badly,i'm alwayz gonna be wat i am now,im happy with us n hope u r too baby!!!" I've sacrifice alot lately fer her,my tym,my heart n most of all my life. I dont care about e money tt i;ve spend on her,as long as she's happy,i am too. I love my boo so much!!hav i said tt??well dont care i will say amillion tymz n i will nt be tired of it.Missin her badly now..haizz...

well ttz abt it.phaz out

pHazZzDeE
lovin' each n everyday

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