hate me? then PISS OFF.

1.Single,taken or crushing??
Taken n proud of it!!!

2.Are u happy with ur life now?
Yerp...so Happy!!!

3.When you meet the right person,will you fall with him/her fast?
Nt really,depends on how she makes me feel.

4.Have you had your heart broken?
Yerp..Loadz Of Time!!!

5.Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
Hmmm...No..cheatin' is cheatin'.

6.Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you?
Nopz...Hate That!!

7.Have you talk to another person about marriage before?
Yesh!!1

8.Do you want children?
Of coz i do...They r adorable!!!

9.How many?
2 or 3 is gd enuff fer me.

10.Would you consider adoption?
If it comes to that then Yesh i will!!!definitely.

11.If someone like you right now,what do you think to let you know his/her feelings?
Nuthin' I guezz...

12.Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
Well if i'm really in love lyk i am now then yeah!!!

13.Be honest.What did you and your ex did?
Lyk i'm gonna say it here,it'z personal!!!

14.Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes i DO!!!!

15.Are you romantic?
My hunny think so..hehe

16.Do you believe you can change someone?
Yes but it all depends on tt person whether to do it or not.

17.If you could marry somewhere,where would it be?
Paris,At e Top Of e Eiffel Tower!!!

18.Do you easily give in when you're fighting?
Yerp...I juz don't lyk arguin' or fightin'.

19.Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Yea...She know who she is...:>

20.Have you ever wish you could have someone but
you messed it up?
Nah...i dont think so.

21.Have you broken a heart?
Yea!!!But fer my own personal reasonz.

22.One day if your bestfriend fall in love with he/she that you
are deeply in love with.What would you do?
Ask him why n juz leave frem situation.

23.Are you missing someone right now?
Yerp...So Damn Bad!!!!!!!!!

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Wazzzup...juz came back home frem spendin' tym wif my hunny n her frenz n family.Woke up early in e mornin' to accompany her to her dance audition wif lush.Then went to Geylang to check out e bazaar with her family.I'm soo tired but i juz wana let somethin' out to let me feel abit better,hope so.I'm feelin' glad n alil down ryt now.

I'm glad tt LUSH got thru e 2nd round of e DANCEFLOOR Competition which will be aired on Mediacorp TCS-5.I'm so happy fer them cuz they did well den e tym fer OverDrive.Well some u gain,some u lose ryt??.Gd Luck In e Next Round LUSH n my hunn was very good,she gave her all in compz lyk diz.I'm so proud of her!!!!.

And e reason i'm feelin' down is cuz somethin' happen which i wont even brag.Altho i noe itz juz a card n a gift but e way he say it in e letter n e gift shows tt somethin' awkward.Am i doin' e ryt thing by juz keepin' it cool n juz accept what happen??Or do i do somethin' about it??But i think tt i juz kip it quiet n try to let it be.I'm juz upset cuz i think she gt somethin' fer her to kip n me,i got nuthin' to show fer.haizz.Or mayb tt i'm juz jealous or somethin' else.I dont wanna say tt i'm upset n down cuz it might end up with an argument n i dont want it to happen.Juz donno y i feel lyk diz n i think i shuld juz,haizz...hmmm....K la ttz it la,i'm tired...til anotha day...phaz out.

pHazZzDeE
lovin' each n everyday

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Hey All!!! now let me tell u about how my hunny's birthday celebration yesterday goes.It was awesome!!!She loved it alot n i made it as memorable n as special as it can be.I told u i would!!!hehe.She had a great tym n so was i.1st we met up in e mornin' ard 9plus am,she had to go to her school to pass her project to her classmate n then we went to have our breakfast cuz it was still early fer my 1st part of e segment tt i had plan which i will not mention.Then,in e evening at about 6plus pm,it'z tym fer e 2nd part!!I brought her to Mount Faber fer sky-dining.It'z a dinner in a cable-car where as u eat,e cable car rides around in e air.Gotta tell u it was romantic altho i'm afraid of heights n i dont dare to look below,haha.I juz looked down on my food or looked at her thruout e journey,I was scared but i still sacrifice it juz to make her happy n hav a great birthday with me.She loved it n i'm happy fer tt.My plan werked smoothly n i gain back her trust on me.She looked fantasticly beautiful on tt day.I can still remember e way she looked with tt skirt cuz she neva wear skirt b4,hehe.Anyway i'm still smilin' frem yesterday cuz i neva done this sort of thingz tt i did fer her b4 in my life!!!But i did n i'm glad tt i did it.I love my hunny sooo damn much n nuthin' can ever take tt away frem me.It'z all about trust n care fer one another n i'm doin' tt now.It'z all fer her n her only.She's e best thing tt ever happen to me n i've neva really smile so wide lyk i did yesterday n til now in my life tt i can ever remember.It was a special day not juz fer her birthday but fer us,as a couple who is in love.I had promise myself tt i wont ever leave her or break her heart in anyway.She'z e one fer me,my princess,my queen n my everything.I LOVE U HUNN!!....
p.s.-pix i will post soon when i find back my mmc reader,hehe.

-pHazZzDeE-
lovin' each n everyday

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A Happy Day Fer Me N My Hunny!!!Our 1st Month Anniversary!!!!I'm Happy that we got thru our 1st month together.It'z all been good tho we encounter some problems during it but we go thru it together n overcome it.I donno y but i'm sooooo in love with me hunny til i'm willin' to sacrifice anythin' fer her.Tho we didnt spend much tym earlier cuz i was from werk n i need to go back early due to my time restriction but juz seein' her face did it fer me.I'm so happy to see her tho we've been seein' other often diz week but it'z worth it.I'm all about her n her only.I swear i will take care of u hunn n hope we will be together fer a long long tym!!I hav faith n believe in us.Whateva we gonna go thru b,i promise u tt we will overcome it all.I will alwayz be by ur syd.Bein' 2gether with u,it'z been e happiest dayz of my life.If itz not fer my time restriction,i would hav spend more tym with u.Haizz..Juz talkin' about tt makes me feelin' lyk crap!!!I know i'm lucky to get what i get or it shuld hav been worst but i hate when i'm e one alwayz hav to go home early n not get e chance to spend alot of tym with u.I feel tt i wanna breach tt thing n juz spend e whole nyt with u!!!but i juz can't,haizzzz.Lyk diz saturday u have e dance thingy in e club,i wish i can go n watch n go club with u n enjoy 2gether with u but i can't.It frustrates me alot.I have to wait til next year to do that.I'm so mad at myself!!!Why did i do what i do!!!I'm soooo stupid n didnt think straight!!!!I'm a total loser n i fucked up my life really bad!!!!haizz...ttz all frem me now...Happy Anniversary hunn..missin' u already n Love u lyk Hell!!!!can't wait to meet u again 2moro...

lovin' u each n everyday
-phazZzdee-

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Will My Past Haunt Me Again???

Will my past haunt me again??i donno n i hope not.The part where i loose someone on a special day of tt someone.I'm scared of havin' a dejavu n now with someone i truly ,madly,deeply in love with.Will e depressin' story happen again??will history repeats itself??I do not know but now i'm juz gonna think positively n juz do what i have to do to not make it happen.My Hunny will be reachin' to her legal age soon n i'll b with her on tt special day celebratin' it.I juz don't want anythin' tt happen to me b4 will be happenin' to me again.I don't want to loose someone i love juz lyk tt.I guezz we will hav to see fer itself.No matter what happens on tt day,i'll give my best n love her lyk i shuld.Haizz...all e bad n sad thinkin' is runnin' to my head now.Not tt i don't trust her,i trust her alot,it'z juz tt i'm afraid,tt'z all.It'z all about thinkin' positively i guezz...well ttz all fer now,i'm tired..Nytz..

-phazZzDeE-
lovin' u each n everyday

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The Way You....,Makes Me....

the way u smile,makes me hug u tightly n never let u go
the way u talk,makes me wanna kiss u all over ur beautiful face
the way u look at me,makes me melt lyk an ice n juz feel e awwwh...
the way u make tt pity face,makes me feel i cant leave u from ur syd
the way u dance,makes me wantin' to be in ur body n dance wif u
the way u say u misses me,makes me wantin' to see u every single day
the way u say u love me,makes me love u even more n more every single day.

Aww mann..i'm madly in love wif my hunny!!!i've neva felt e love tt she gave me ever before.
I've been missin' her sooo much lately tho we've been seein' each other often.how i feel that
i would never leave her syd ever.Is this real love??Yes it is n i'm proud to say that she's mine
n mine only.No other can give me e love tt she gave me.Makes me feel lyk,am i treatin' her ryt??
am i givin' her e attention tt she needed??am i makin' her happy??All i can say is tt i've been
tryin' my very best to give her all e love i have in me n i'll do anything juz to treat her ryt
n make her happy evry single day.U have no idea how in love i am now then all e previous ones.
Nuthin' can separate me n mu hunny.Love Is So Powerful That It's Conquerin' Me To Love Again!!!
I Love soooo very much n missin' u everyday hunn...i will not let anythin' happen to u.I'll b with
u as long as i still exist in thiz world!!!!!

-PhAzZzDeE-
Lovin' each day n stronger

God Must Have Spent A Little More Time On You
Yeah....
Oh yes
Ohhh..yeah..
Can this be true?
Tell me, can this be real?
How can I put into words what I feel?
My life was complete
I thought I was whole
Why do I feel like I'm losing control?
I never thought that love could feel like this
and you've changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me
there's an angel?
It's a miracle...

Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret
That I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent...
A little more time
On you...
(A little more time, yes he did baby)

In all of creation
All things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all
More precious than
Any diamond or pearl
They broke the mold
When you came in this world
And I'm trying hard to figure out
Just how I ever did without
The warmth of your smile
The heart of a child
That's deep inside
Leaves me purified

Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep (and deep)
Your soul is like a secret
That I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent...
A little more time
On you...
(on you, on you, on you, you....on you, on you, on you, you..) ohhh...
(on you, on you, on you, you....on you, on you, on you, you..) yeah...

Never thought that love could feel like this
and you changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me
There's an angel?
It's a miracle...

Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep (peaceful and deep)
Your soul is like a secret
That I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent...
A little more time
On you...
(on you, on you, on you, you..)
God must have spent...
A little more time
on you
(on you, on you..you....you..oooh..yeah)
A little more time
on you...ohhh

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