hate me? then PISS OFF.

Why do diz things keep happenin' to me??Every girl tt i love or lyk left me n even when i'm nt in a relationship wif em.Out of e sudden juz *phoof*,they have a boyfriend.Well i'm e guy who keeps havin' bad luck wif ladies i guezz n even when u've change into a better,nice,carin' person tt u r now.I've learned tt bein' what i am is nt enough fer 'em,no offence ladies.Dey follow thier hearts n if dey think itz ryt fer 'em,ttz e ryt 1.I have no say tho cuz i'm ok fer her to hav a bf.I hope she'll b happy n safe wif him n fer a long tym.Wish u e best in ur relationship.As fer me,i'll b ok,i'm gonna b s pernormal.Do what i'm doin ryt now juz nt wif her.Bein' single n nt mingelin' is nt tt bad,ryt??Well it'z better diz way i guezz,now i can do whatever i wanna do tt i didnt get to do fer a long tym.Sometymz when think abt it,i really do miss havin' a relationship but juz wasnt meant to b fer me to hav 1 i guezz.It'z alryt...So Happy Holidayz To All,Merry Christmas n a Happy New Year!!!gotta go drink lyk hell 2nyt...Phaz Out!!

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hey guys..Mann so much things happen on e weekend.Let me tell u abt it cuz i lyk sharing stories.hahaha.Friday nyt,after werk which was quite relaxin cuz tt arse didnt werk so i get to rest fer awhile.When out to Sentosa,Sunset Bay to see Trivaltion perform fer e Amry Anniversary which jiggy n his colleagues were havin.It was fun fer them n me cuz i gt free drinks,hahaha.Drank quite alot then after e show,his high rank officers bought us a bottle of Jim Beam which i drank also.Then after that,i was alil tipsy but i still hav to move off from there to meet up wif my lovely angel,aisha n her fren,ally.We went to O-Bar n had a blast.E funniest thing was me n aisha gt someone else's no..There's diz lesbian who wants to get to know her n aisha gave her no. to her,hahaha.Funny sia,Dat girl wants to get to know her n bought her drinks n dancing wif her ferawhile.I cldn't do nothin' cuz a guy came up to me n talked to me.Mind u,he's nt gay,he's juz interested to dance wif aisha's fren,ally so he got thru me 1st s im e only guy who was wif them.So we started talkin n made frenz n he gave me his no.Cool guy n his bro wh was dere too owns a Travel agent company n ask me to give him a call after i ORD n he can arrange fer me a job at his company.Donno whether its true but from e looks of it,i think its fact cuz he kept wantin' to buy me a jug.Eventually i thnk he bought me 1 n wans to buy me another but i refuse,i think,cldn't remember,hahah.After e whole nyt of partyin',dancin wif aisha which was great,e club comes to a finish n we went out n wantin to go to MOMO cuz it closes at 6am.Instead when we reached dere,we went to a different direction n juz chill out at e Clarke Quay River wif foods from 7-11 cuz we were hungry,well juz aisha n ally.Were there til lyk 6plus am n headed home,si sent aisha home til boonlay mrt n i went back wif no energy in me cuz i was on a hangover mode,haha.Reached hme at ard 9plus am n slept til 5plus pm.Woke up,tot of nt gg out on tt saturday nyt cuz i gt a soccer match at JB e next day but Yun n Fara called n asked me to go to MOMO tt nyt n im still hangover from last nyt but i still went,hahah.It was nt tt exicitin cuz i think aisha wasnt dere,she has to b at a bday party fer her kuzzin at O-bar wif her aunt n some frenz.I'm glad tt she had fun.Now at MOMO,i gt 2 surprise meetings,at ferst i saw my old ex n a dear fren of mine now,Shazila,wif her bf,juz said Hi to each other n then met my officers(nt tt arse) n my NS colleagues.So i hang out wif them ferawhile n dance wif my sargeant,hahah.Siow ryt.Went off ard 3am wif Yun n Fara,reached home ard 5am i think n den hav to wake up ard 6am to proceed to my uncles hse wif Yun.Was at JB e whole of my Sunday n we were stuck in e Tuas Highway Custom,b4 enterin S'pore Custom fer lyk 3hrs.mann,tt suxz big tym n reached home ard 2am.So Shag...I reported sick earlier bt ltr i hav to still go to werk.What a hectic weekend i had but its been fun fer my personal experience.Diz week,on christmas,i'll b wif my frenz drinkin' n cldn't spend tym wif aisha cuz she b gg to KL wif her kuz n aunt to party.hav fun alryt,hope u dun get too drunk n take care!!Buy me somethin' from KL,hahhaa.Juz mayb tt guy i met at O-bar,name's Douglas,wans to bring me to M.O.S but its nt confirm yt so i'll hav to check my schedule,hahaa.yeah Ryt.So ttz it abt me n my HECTIC but Fun Weekend.Til e next entry,adios..Phaz Out@!!!..(i will put up picz at my multiply from e sat nyt)....

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Hey ya'll...Gt Back from werk n im sneezin',coughin' n teary eyes.Damn mann!!!!Cuz of e fuckin' werk tt gt me diz.Had to help re-organizin e stupid case record from e past 3yrs n e place where we put it was full of dust.Got in my nose,my throat n my eyes.Thinkin of reporting sick 2moro after my therapy but we'll see.Friday i hav to teach a group of ppl abt CPR,bein an instructor fer a day,kinda cool huh,haha.After tt i'm gonna ditch e werk gathering tt they had plan to go Sentosa n watch Trivalation perform at Sunset Bay with Aisha.Gonna be fun i guez,well when she's ard.As i'm writin' diz,i keep on coughin n sneezin lyk hell broken loose.Oh Yea n guez what,i've been cutting down on Ciggerettes.I'm tryin cuz me n aisha will keep track of each other,altho she doesnt really smoke alot lyk i do.So i'm tryin my very best to cut down or mayb quit 1day,who knows,hahaha.Well ryt now i wanna make me a nice,hot,delicious,tasty Maggi Mee n watch TV,HAHAHA.Til e next entry...Taking Care...Phaz Out!!

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Now i wanna tell u alil bit on how my life is.It's been great,had fun wif frenz,met new frenz n catchin' up wif e old onez.But e greatest is abt diz girl.I know its still early to hav a relationship n i dont intend to hav any now.We r juz frenz fer now but i know dere's somethin special abt diz.Juz gonna take things slow now n c wat happens.She changes my life n had been dere fer me from e start.She's really special to me.Hope things will work out but its nt for me n her to decide.We've been dere everytym we need each other n i wanna continue bein dere for her whenever n where-ever.I dont know tt she knows tt i really lyk her n if she really lykz me but im juz gonna go wif e flow,c wat happens in e future.We juz knew each other fer nearly 2mths now n wanna continue knowing her better.If things happen,it happen ryt??well..ttz it i guezz...til e nxt entry..gd mornin..Phaz...Out!!!

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Hey all...Juz came back from dinner at macdonalds wif my frenz,well i was e one who ate n they,jiggy,farah,yun,were dere to c feeza(jiggy's gf) dance practice fer next week's show at sentosa.Yesterday,went to O-bar fer e first tym,e place was ok but abit crowded n i tot everybody's gone to that overcrowded,expensive ZoukOut.Went wif Aisha n 4 of my frenz,kitkat,fishyan n razis.Bought them drinks n had fun til 4am in e mornin'.After tt we were hungry,so tt clever fishyan said tt beach rd is open but it aint,(fishyan,yun carik kau..haha).So we decided to go to Simpang Bedok instead til 7 in e mornin'.Then they went home n i chilled wif aisha ferawhile.Gotta werk 2moro n i hav alot of fuckin' paperwork to do.DAMN!!!But it's alryt tho,at least i finished at 5pm n wanna go buy me a new hp.I'm mayb thinkin' of makin' a chalet fer e end of diz yr.Counting Down wif all my War Dawg buddies,gonna b an awesome countdown.Full of laughters n stupid stuffs we gonna do...Well ttz it fer now.til e next entry,adios...phaz out!!

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Oh mann,i cant sleep n i'm suppose to werk ltr at 8am n have to be up by 6am.This few weeks had been sorta ok fer me,hang out wif frenz,party n havin fun n only e bad point is werk.Can't wait fer my ORD date,15th march,2 more mths n i'll b free s a bird.Wuhoooo!!!!!!!!!!Gettin my Pink IC back.I havn't decide yt on whether to pursue my passion in KL or go back to school.I wanna go back to school,i wanna take my Diploma in I.T. bt my family keep askin' me to continue in e Medical line of werk which is Nursing n pursuin' my passion is also possible if i concerntrate n werk on it really hard.I dont really know what to do actually,well i have 2mths to decide what am i gonna do with my life bt fer now,i juz wanna njoy my life being a free single guy altho not to exceed e limit by bein' lyk b4 i was with my eX.Partyin' lyk hell every week,drinkin',gg out with diff. girls or even doin' somethin' foolish which i regret.I'm juz gonna relax,go partyin only wif some1,nt drinkin tt much n only go out wif some1 i really like.TT'z it.I've said alot of tymz tt i have change n i am.Altho im nt ready to b havin' a relationship yet cuz its still early fer me but if i found some1 tt i really lyk,i wanna bcome a guy who takes care of tt special some1,be dere fer her if she needs me,nt bein an ass,love her lyk how tt some1 loves me if it does happen,trust her altho dere is a limit to tt,have fun wif her 2gether n everything tt is associated to diz.Diz iz what i wanna become from now on.I promise to all of this.So to e special some1,i promise u,i will give u all i can give...Well tt'z it i guezz,i've said what i wanna say fer 2dae n till e next entry..Phaz...Out!!

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Well well well,been force to update my entry n put a new picz by ma lil miss angel aisha,i guess she wants me to write abt her huh,haha.Ok then diz is fer u aisha aka kziee(haha,so u'll knoe her)...
Anywayz aisha,she's been a true fren,stood by me thru my emotional breakdown.Made me found n got back to being myself again.Fren lyk diz is hard to comeby,once in a million kinda person.Other good points abt her is tt she's cute,funny,nice,talkative(so i no nid to talk n juz listen,haha,jokin),happy,cheerful,sweet smile n lookz sweet when she cries too.We chat everyday thru msn n i feel comfortable when i'm around her,we hangs out often but now tt she's sick so she has to stay home n rest.Hope she will get well soon n she owes me a movie,haha...Tt'z it fer now cuz i cldn't think of anything to say anymore...Oh yeah n i juz created a multiply,link is on e right...So gd nyt n til e next entry...Phaz Out!!!

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