hate me? then PISS OFF.

hie!!!...haizz,it'z 6am & i havn't even go to bed.Can't sleep la,juz finish watching VCD cite HardBall,acted by Keanu Reeves.That movie was moving sey cuz of this guy(Keanu) who is in a wreck,owed 2 bookiez a few thousands.Then he met his fren to borrowed money but e guy gave him a job to teach these 11 kids to play baseball.Those kids changed his life totally thru out e baseball season that he's been teachin them.Then 1 of kids who's aged 9 got shot & died instantly.Well tired to write e whole story la,klau nak go & watch it,HEHEHE!!!.Oh btw kitkat & coco is @mua house now sleeping.Kitkat's goin to school later so he'll be goin str8 from here.Coco i donno i guess later he goes home.Sardine,tido atas akunye tilam,hehehe,it'z ok la i don't mind.Kater je nak ton umah aku & write lyrics,end up sleeping.I'm e one havn't sleep yt.

PLS READ:Oh ya i wanna make a new song & i want y'all to give me some ideas on how e song should go.CAN????juz put ur ideas @mua tagboard i'll certainly give it a try.Should i go for a slow song or an upbeat type??Or a gangster shit or a party song???about a real event or an imaginary one??give ideas ok...it'z ur taste & whover gave me a good idea i will personally say his/her name @e song after recording it.Cool????Maner tahu ke lagu hit then lotsa ppl here it.Wouldn't know rite??k2..Either u give ur ideas @ e tagboard or email me @: phaz@ijustdontcare.com ..aite!!Peace
Phaz|meeN

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Hellooo.....juz got back from chilin' with my frenz @Bedok Interchange's coffeeshop.Met up with Ahmad(my old classmate,we've been friendz for like what nearly 8yrz now.BTW he's serving NS now & he got Police.Went in last year around october & now he became a CoastGuard.That'z cool,real cool!!!So he told me lotsa stuff happens in his bunk & all.He said for e 1st few weeks confirm kene tortured by e officers there so i have to bare with it.Well i donno whether i'm prepared or nt but juz wait and see.I still donno whether i get Police or not.Hoping to.....It'z 11.30pm & my babyghurl juz called me and say she'd juz finish her dance practice and goin' back.Mann i'm angry @her but e problem is i donno why but i guezz cuz she came home late.haizz.sometimez i feel like she'z doin' something behind my back but i guezz that'z juz stupid.It'z probrably juz my imagination.She won't do that to me & i know it....Well Today is our 3rd mthz anniversary so HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY!!!!well i guess that'z it for today....Peace!!!

Phaz|meeN

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hellllllloooooooooo everyone!!!!hehehe...well i'm @home bored now but later i'm goin to e coffeeshop,chillin' with jiggy and who those wanna come down.Didn' mee my babyghurl today cuz she's @her sister's house havin' a fever.POOR Her..hope u feel better...Awwww...hehehe.I'll post a mail below that she send me.Is she sweet or what!!!well tomorrow is our 3mths anniversary so i guess i'm gonna meet her tomorrow b4 she goez to her dance practice.I guess she don't usually practice this hard for any shows as this is her 1st BIG SHOW! thatz y she couldn't cope with e practice dayz that she has to attend but she still gonna be strong about it and do it harder....well i'm off to shower & i'll write back when i'm back from chillin'.hehehe...Peace!!!

Pls read.
Dearest sweetheart,
I'm really very sori..I've never intended to make u angry or unhappy for the past few days.I noe u're very upset with my behaviour.But all i can say is sori.Idid all that bcoz i love u n i never want to leave u.I don't want u 2 leave me either.That's y i said those stuff that made u unhappy.I really love u frm the bottom of my heart.I'd rather b dead than than bein here w/o u.Aniwae,HAPPY EARLY # MTHS n hope we'll stay together.Promise me that u won't ever leave me coz my heart onli blongs to u which is y i don't want to lose u..I LOVE U SO MUCH.
IM SORI THAT I MADE U ANGRY
IM AFRAID I'LL END UP BEIN LONELY
W/O U I DON'T NOE WAT IT WULD BE
ITS LIKE THE SAND SEPARATED FRM THE SEA
I ALWAYS DREAM THAT WE'LL LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER
I PROMISE 2 BE WIT U FOREVER
I'LL ALWAYS B HERE WENEVER U NEED ME
I LOVE U ALWAYS,PLS DON'T EVER LEAVE ME

from:Shameen,my babyghurl

Phaz|meeN

Hye there!!!came back from Tampines.Watched movie with my babyghurl.We watched peter pan & it waz good.Cool movie u guyz should go & watch it.Between 1-10 i'll rate this movie 9.It will make u laugh,cry & move u if u know what i mean...U guyz know how the story goez rite as read from a children's storybook but this is sorta different.It'z cool juz go & watch it & u'll know.After that we met up wit jiggy,Lydia(his gf),Rendy & Liyana.So we chilled behind TM til about 10++ & we went home together.So it'z not a bored day for me,i had fun.Can't do this thing anymore when i'm inside..haizzz...let count how many more dayz i'll be in e NS.Let's see now....it's approximately 1mth & 20dayz left from today onwardz.Betta Start a Countdown..HEHEHE!!!Well thatz it...Peace!!!

P.S: Sorry i gave e wrong information about e performance by Trivalation.It'z @WestMall & not NTU in e evening.Thx!!!

Phaz|meeN

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Hye...I've juz finished adjusting my blog.Hope u guyz like it.I know itz stille same but some picz doesn't wok so i have to o it all over again....well...hope u can see all and e song is bein' played...Juz put any comments on this blog aite..thx!!!

Juz now went out for awhile with jiggy.Chilled @e near coffeeshop.I was hungy so i ate.Met up with my babyghurl there cuz she's juz came back from dance practice for Fusion-X.Y'all can see her perform for Chingay '04 @town on e 30th & 31st of January.It'z gonna be HUGE,Da'Unit's performin' too & whole other acts so watch for it. Well that's it for today,i'm freakin' tired.Catch y'all 2morrow......Peace!!!

Phaz|meeN

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My day today is bored as alwayz...hehehe...well i've juz finished makin' new template as u can see.Please feel free to say anything bout e blog.Juz say it @e tagboard.I wanna go out but i donno where to.Gotta call jiggy cuz he's @town now with his gf.mayb chill dekat2 sini jer.But i'm gonna do 1 more blog that's my baby's blog.check it out ya.It's very interesting...anyone who has a blog feel free to link mine and i'll make sure i'll link to urs but u have to give me ur add la.I'll write in more later aite......Almost forgot,Catch WDC performing @Ngee Ann Polythecnic & Trivalation @NTU.for more details click here ----> Performance

Phaz|meeN

Hye There...mann oh mann.Itz been raining from morning til now.I guess it'z e monsoon season but who knowz.Well when it stopz for awhile i went to Changi with Rendy,Romano,Wark & my baby.We juz reached there sey....dah hujan balik...haizz.Anyway when back @ard 9pm,watch Ikhlas on Suria with my family and man do we had a laugh @Alias Kadir,u know y if u watch it.Then went online and made my baby's blog.U check it out...click here----> babyghurl

Well thatz it,I'll End u with a poem now...Peace...

Been Searching for dayz & nightz to find me e 1 girl
Til i met u,e most beautiful lady in the world
I wanna be with u til now n forever
Hopin' that when we are old that we still be together.....

Phaz|meeN

3-Jan-2004(4.36am)

It'z a start of a new year!!!Yeah Yeah!!!!Sorry i'm quite new on witin' this thingy....i donno how but biarla..anyhow can do...hhehee...well it'z e 3rd of January.......so far it'z all good,i got a job,a stable life and a girlfriend that have been there for me everytime.....speaking of her,she's now in KL on her holiday with her sister,her sis's husband & childrens."Well baby,hope u have a safe trip going there & back home.Have fun & take good care of urself."It's e 1st time that we've been seperated,kalau tak hari2 jumper(heehheehhee).But i feel lonely when she's not around.I kinda miss her alot.Well what to do,have to wait for her to come back this sunday......2mrw,i mean later have to go to town for e meeting,leceh sakz....tapi takpe aku nak jln2 town.Long time never go there...hehehhe....Bye!!!!Peace out
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4-Jan-2004(15.09pm)
Good Afternoon to all!!!!juz woke up in this fine sunday......dah mandi arh,jgn pikir mcm2...well i'm still waitin' for mua baby's call to come back frm KL later today.Bored sey w/o her....Miss her the most.....well hope she'll be back and meet me 2nite.She said to me on thursday b4 she go that what do i want from there & i said a converse high-cut shoe...hehehe,melebih lak eh...no la,anything la,i dont mind the gifts anyway,juz hope she'd come back safe and sound.......Well yesterday,i mean this morning @ ard 2am,i was chillin' with wark,kitkat,mb,PD,wan(bachang),glizz,nurul & farah @ e stage(bedok reservoir).Then wark,kitkat & mb wanted to go home,so e rest of us went for an adventure @ park,nak step tgk hantu arh.But it all came true,i saw it,so has wan,PD & glizz.Mann i tell u there's surely somethin' there cuz @ 1st besides this playground,we all saw there's a somekind of a chinese music box,then wan go n walk over it sal dier tak nampak,we wanna walk to e front,n far from e playground,that's when wan saw e thing behind tree,e rest of us couldn't see it & when we turn back 5minz later,e music box had gone n it was replaced with a rice on top of brown wrappin' paper...mann it was scary,there's more but lazy to type arh....later can...hehehe....Peace!!!!
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11-Jan-2004(7.25pm)

Well hello there!!!!It’z been a long time since I wrote in,about 1week sey,lamer tu….hehehe.Well nothin much happns,went out with mua gerl & havin’ fun with mua frenz.That’z it,pretty boring huh…But e most FUCKIN’ problem is i juz got fired from my job,FUCK MAN…..i’m so angry @my boss.Fuck it!!!!Tomorrow I’m gonna find a new job,hopin’ I get 1 tomorrow(betta’ wish me luck)…..
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14-Jan-2004(1.47am)

Hello again all!!!!It’s 1.47am,I juz got back from Tampines.When out in e afternoon with my baby & I bought her a bracelet & necklace.It’s a heart shape with a bling-bling on e side of it.She was soooo happy.I’m glad that she’s happy,Cuz I made her feel that way,hehehehe. Then she went for her dance practice & I chilled with mua frenz til late.That’z all I did today.Tomorrow I wanna go for an interview with Romano(Rendy’s bro)@ Fish & Co..Boleh la kerje pader takdekan org kater. I’m hoping I get it cuz later this month I ave to pay many things like My mobile’s bill,Internet bill & a SCV bill.Banyak sey so wish me LUCK!!!!hehehhe.K la I wanna go & sleep,penat sey 1 hari kluar.Somemore my mom dah bising cuz I didn’t wash my fan.Besok siang boleh…K Good Night & Good Morning!!!!
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18-Jan-2004(5.13pm)

Hey!!!!Arrghhhhhh*Stretchin*,juz woke up mann…very tiring.Yesterday’s performance @ Changkat CC was awesome.Thx to all who came & support the local HipHop.Also Thx to all the peformers too like Da’Fam,Dirty Emceez,Family Tri,Enforsa,Defianto,Da Unit & many more.U guyz performed well yesterday…To The Winners of the Dance Comp. Break Force Crew(BFC) u guyz really fuckin’ rock the place ah,POWER ARH!!!!ehehe & for those who joined in,u guyz rock too,better luck next time.To My War Dawgs,Mann we really did it this time,the best show we ever did together….Enough talkin’ abt yesterday,Well me,this march 16th I will be serving my National Service(NS).Ye la…tunggu 2yrs,skrg baru pggil,bodoh tul…I’ve wasted my 2yrs sey.If not I’ll still b studying r ite now.Sakit hati jer…Takpe,dah lepas pon.Havn’t know yt which I’ll b serving with cuz I still gt my 2nd Medical Check-up this feb and I’ll know.Ader Raser2 police la,Me n coco have the same enlistment date.Ader member,hehehe.K la, that’z all for today….Peace….!!!!!
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20-Jan-2004(5.13pm)

Well oh well…Hi again…..Today there’s no story….nothin’ happen cuz I’m juz @home chillin’.Yesterday went out with Jiggy & my girlfriend to Tampines Mall,Juz chillin’.Met Jiggy’s kakak angkat & her friends there too,so we sat behind TM and just chat.Boleh kater bored arh but it was ok,had afew laughter,makin’ lame jokes that are totally lame…hehehe…Well that’s about it arh.I’ll write down if anything happens today aite….Bye

22-Jan-04(5.53pm)

Helloooo Everyone!!!Gd afternoon to y’all.Well I juz woke up,I know2 it’z kinda crazy to be wakin’ up this late but I had a very tired day yesterday.Went to East Coast Park with all of my family on my mom’s side.My grandma loves fishing,so she did that & e rest juz hangs around.relaxing.For me,I brought along my girlfriend & we met up with jiggy with e rest of e gangs.Jiggy went home so did my girlfriend.So @ around 2.30am in e mornin’,the rest of us went back by walking home.Gotta tell u it ain’t easy to walk from East Coast Park to Bedok Reservoir.Took us about 2½ hrs to our destination.But It’z an adventure for us and me I have to train for NS as I’ll be goin’ in pretty soon as y’all know,heheehe.Well that’z it for now.I’ll rite down again tonight if anything great happens…Oh ya Happy Chinese New Year For All The Chinese..GONG XI FA CAI….See ya
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